Jesus is the Savior

August 21, 2009 I go to work in the morning and I am asking for more help from God to let me understand. To give me more power to change myself. By days end I receive some great changes.

During the day I am acting very out of character. When I am returning home I question that I have not been able to see myself. I question why I am the way I am. My wife returns from home and sits with me and we talk. I let her know that my day was terrible and I discuss some of the views I've had and include myself that I was not including myself during the day. This was the reason for the day and why I feel so miserable as though I'm no longer in reality or awareness of myself.

Prior to today I encountered many people and wanted to know who is Jesus. A coworker believes many things in the world and believes that I have something of the spirit but in bits and pieces. One the Wednesday prior to today, he and I chat online and he is pumped up with confidence to explain Jesus and the Bible. His entire focus is as any other conversation. To me his conversations appear to be taking reality and viewing it with a doom and gloom, a bad side, a living hell. He states there is a devil and a hell. After realizing my understanding on January 13, 2007 I became aware of no existence of hell. All my woes have disappeared. I feel born again and like a child as the world appears different yet I know the change was me. I saw myself. Self awareness removed all hatred, hell and burden from me. I felt as though I had stepped into a new place and all this in daylight while all in the world was happening. The change was beautiful for the world had in one instance become beautiful. All that from the view of myself as a part of myself yet separate from my body, dwelling in my body. This changed Everything with no stone unturned, yet I knew nothing about what I saw except it was beautiful and no evil existed.

With my lack of awareness of hell and evil, I am preaching it and crying in such happiness and joy. I am feeling so tranquil and blissful. I realize new things in life and energy. Then I meet people who speak of hell and all I can do is deny it exists, yet I am aware that it did exist inside me prior to my change. This awareness of no hell placed my awareness that hell did exist, but the word Hell and the meaning of it in the skin for humans is misunderstood as a place of doom and gloom for eternity. Hell to the mind of a human was just as surface as a thought that someone is doing things bad, for hell and bad go hand in hand. The results of living in hell is to see doom and gloom in this glorious and beautiful world we are standing in. The removal of self from hell is to become aware of this beautiful and glorious world. The transformation made me feel born again. The born again did not bring my awareness of Jesus Christ though. I realized that there is understanding which makes us who we are. My realization that the One exists and is aware of all is clearer in my mind. Thusly, the awareness of hell and tribulation is occurring at this moment. It is happening just as Heaven is here. Heaven and Hell exist, but the places of hell are within the mind. It is where we must escape from.

Going back to my friend I speak of at work, and recalling a conversation I had with courier making deliveries, and recalling some guy who is on Youtube speaking about Jesus showing up in his dreams and he began to preach a lot that Jesus is the way and to fight the devil, sin and hell itself. Everything is doom and gloom and thus you have something to fight and Jesus is the savior and the way to heaven and to God. During these conversations I tried to point out that there is no hell and I have no awareness of Jesus. I can pretend a reality and say, Jesus is my savior and stand there uttering words yet having no understanding of the meaning. Well, on this day after conversing with my wife, the words have meaning. My wife told me about a man that visited the store where she works. The man would always have a complaint. The complaints were never directed to her. He would complain about everything around him and constantly demonstrating his frustration of things around him. He cursed the round bag holder that could spin. "This thing is stupid because it can spin and let a customer forget their items they paid for and walk off with it here in the store on the other side of the bag carousel" he curses. My wife said she took pity on him as his suffering was easy to see. She offered him her services of ensuring he will have all his bags and wished him well. He changed for just a moment. The beauty is she brought that experience home and shared it with me. This experience shared with me while I had an open mind to try to understand her and be one with her as to allow the meaning to enter into me. I embraced the conversation and then I realized that he needed Jesus. He was in Hell and Jesus can help. The world attempts to help people by providing food, shelter and things needed to live and love and be well. It is a lack of understanding of these things which keep one in hell. This hell is in the person who is in it. It is locked away from the universe. There are separations of existence to create uniqueness and there is a heaven. The creation of heaven did not create hell, but from the lack of awareness of the heaven there is hell. The hell is not present when one is connected with the whole of earth and all that is in it. There is a feeling of oneness and euphoria. This is being removes the awareness of hell. One in hell needs to be saved. The mind cannot always save itself, so it God gave us Jesus so the mind has a thing which is not seen with the eyes to direct its soul out from hell. It is true. Jesus is the savior.

My day of suffering was not a day of suffering. It was meant to happen and from it I received enlightenment. The enlightenment that Jesus is a savior from those in Hell. Without him, many would be so deep in hell it will consume them. I now understand a new thing. If a person has a limp they get a crutch. If a person has no legs they use a wheel chair. If a person is in hell he needs Jesus. It is the only thing keeping people from being consumed completely. Those that do not are sinning and evil. It takes evil to see evil for the law of likes attract is true. A lesser evil is possible too. One can be burning less than another depending on how heavy their weight is. This is all normal. The weight can be lightened and the only way to lighten your load is to have a load. Some do not carry the load. If you believe in hell, you need Jesus. May Jesus save you.

Jami Stallings

August 21, 2009

Who Am I

There is a series of questions to answer the question, "Who am I?" This is a very important question to ask one's self. I imagine that everyone on this planet at one time or another during their life has posed this question to themselves with deep conviction or as a simple passing curiosity. There is a way to answer this question. There are a series of questions one can ask to resolve to a basic answer. The answer is not complete as there is no definite answer even for those that think they know themselves. The reasons will be discussed throughout, but not in its entirety since the answer is not conclusive.

Let’s start with conclusive. As everyone knows we are human. The human element of our being can be summarized as flesh and blood. Flesh and blood seems to be broken down into two categories already. There are many ways of breaking down things in this existence. That is an important fact because that is exactly the way we view the world. This view is how we develop understanding into things that exist. Examine the first element of our body we’ll talk about the flesh.

Flesh and blood is the easiest to understand on the surface of our physical existence. Meat and organs constitute the flesh. As you can see I have already broken down the existence of flesh without deep contemplation. It naturally came to mind as I know my body consists of muscles, bones, brain, heart, nerves and so on. This is the classic example of the simplified disassembly of my body. My body is a part of who I am. It is easy to go into this direction of deciphering who I am. The elements of my body are made up of Earth. The earth actually provides the physical matter of my existence. Water is the other element. Water which is what most would probably associate with blood. People have concluded the body consists of a specific percentage of water which makes the mass of our body’s physical existence.
Blood is liquid in many people’s mind. How is blood liquid if it is made of solid particles to make blood? This means blood is physical and solid, but has a liquid quality to it. Let’s look at a single blood cell. It is made of many parts and has been broken down to having specific parts and functions. This microscopic cell is small and yet so significant. Let’s look at the liquid part of the cell. The blood cell is liquid? I’m confused because a single cell by itself is solid with liquid in it. A bunch of cells together have a liquid quality because it is runny and can flow when in liquid state. The cell alone is solid with liquid, but the cells collectively become liquid in state.

You might ask why I went in this direction of questioning but this is to discuss in a direction that is part of the directions we can go with this. Picking a direction is all I can do. I have been accused of speaking in circles, but I would like to point out a sphere is all that exists in this world. Everything is made of spheres from my breakdown view of how I see the universe. The unique quality of shape itself is one shape assembled into formations which cannot be seen as readily when looking at things, but is the formation of existence itself. This shape is extremely important because it is the only shape that is feasible in existence for existence to be here. The conclusion I draw on that is the massive shape of things I made of things that is made of things. The things that keep making up things is repeated over and over creating different building blocks of things but all coming from one original shape, the sphere.

The sphere has no beginning or end. It is why it is so perfect and that is the beauty of the shape. A sphere is a constitution of spheres. Each sphere is constituted of Earth and Water. Both of which is physical, but have different characteristics. Simplifying the universe and the properties of what makes up the universe always results in a sphere. Thus, the simple uniform shape of all existence is a sphere.
Please stop and think of a sphere. You will see the beauty of it. From any other shape you can pick a starting point or a point of origin where you can begin. A sphere is the only shape in the universe that when complete and steady is the only shape that is perfect for having no beginning and no end.

Throughout this book you will hear me going back to points of emphasis to begin again as I speak in circles. Everything is a circle because everything is connected. Connections are inescapable. You cannot end your connection to the physical existence. You can change it, but never disconnect your physical body from being somewhere within existence. This connection is infinite. It is connected to everything because if one thing is connected to the next, then the connection is always present and always complete from one point to the other. The affects of each connection may change based on changes around it, but that is also another element we will discuss in the sphere as I speak in circles. I just hope to successfully explain the circles sphere while keeping your mind within the sphere so you keep a grasp on the big picture. It will be common for me to say, let’s go back.

Another part of this explanation will sound contradictory, but please try to keep in mind that explanations of one thing will come back to explain another, but as everything, will have to be broken down through the elements or layers to draw enough circles to create the sphere. The end product is going to be the big picture, you. You are part of the big picture which is the sphere.

Water From A Rock

You can get water from a rock. If the rock contains hydrogen and oxygen, then you can get water. How? I haven't figured it out. Is a miracle of Jesus possible. If you understand the possibilities you would. Not that I'm religious. I am not just one religion, but all religions. Everything is real and so everything is true. If it wasn't, then we would not be able to speak of it. Everything we know came from something that exists. So to get water from a rock at this point would take an act of God until we figure out how. Jesus was saying it wasn't His doing. All he did was by commandment from God which he referred to as Father.

Genius

There are steps to becoming a Genius. The first step is becoming crazy. If you have a genius notion and no one believes you, are you crazy? If the world adopts the notion as fact, are you then genius?

In reality you can be genius. Think of something that is true to reality that hasn't been proven through association with that which everyone does know. The relation to the current knowledge is what sets the truth free of the new knowledge. The truth is always the truth, but you will be crazy as the only person outside the box. Can you imagine what nature has figured out?

There are plants with human like reflexes. What is next, the plant uprooting and moving? Our minds looking through our little window do not set the limitations of what is. I do beleive that we are from the earth and subject to it. We are one part of it and it is part of us. We are not the only things with life. All things in existence has life, but may be in different forms. We make in our minds objects as nonliving. Where did we come from?

You Can Do It

If there is something you want to do or become one with, then that is what you do.  Practising what you can't do will then become you can do. To accept that you can't do, is to remain unchanged an unable to do what you can't do. This is not forming a connection or oneness with what is currently NOT YOU and then making it ONE WITH YOU.

Proof that if you want world peace, everyone must make a decision to beleive it is possible. With the belief that it is not possible made it not true. You can make true by making it true. Denial of the possibility of another truth is to deny that truth's existence, although it does exist. JUST NOT IN THE ONE THAT CREATED THE OTHER EXISTENCE.  Two things may not exist in the same place.  Time is not included. If one thing exists, then the other cannot.  Although it exists in reality, it may not be existing within you. If it does not exist within you, then you are not what does exist.  That is our choice.  To see it and to understand it is to become one with it.

Team Work

I am no longer amazed at the buildings of Egypt's Pyramids.  You would be amazed at what teamwork can do. If you are not amazed, then you understand the power of teamwork.  If two people are pushing a cart and that cart gets to its destination in 10 minutes.  This would mean that one person pushing that same cart can push that cart to its destination in 20 minutes.  When a person pushes the cart alone he takes 30 minutes instead of 20.  This is because people forget to include exponential power.  

Massages

If you need a massage it means you have lack of blood flow and flexibility in the muscles and over stimulation of the muscles.  This over stimulation of muscles is due to excessive energy signals to the nerves. The excessive energy is produces from stimulation. Stimulation is caused by sugar since sugar is a crystaline substance just like salt.  Are there electrolytic properties of sugar which has a direct impact on the body nervous system.  Electrolytes are used as a material that manipulates the direction of energy exchange by providing a conductive path for electrical energy balance.  It is used in chroming and coating metalic materials that are charged under different potentials.  Apply these principles to the human body as we are not exempt from energy exchange.

Everything is happening as a result of something and by applying the laws of reality to ourselves will further our understanding of this energy exchange and the impact it has on our physical being.  This crampness or muscle tension is a direct result of a change of environment the body has been subjected too and since there is too much of something it is causing headaches, cramped muscles and tension which come from one thing, which comes from one thing, which it comes from one thing and so on.  Tracing back these things are simple. You just need to find the connections and you will see the source to the start of our changes.  Sugar causes excitment in the body which causes muscle tension which causes headaches and muscle aches which causes muscles to try to adapt or over compensate as it struggles to create balance.  This is all back to sugar or too much salt. 

Eating healthy is a huge role.

To be a law it must be on all levels

spectrums or bands exist on all levels

Equations of Energy Exchange

Everything is doing one thing Attempting to balance.  I said everything.  In an attempt to balance the physics must include everything. Now science is currently studying quantum physics. What fascinates me is how they fail to include magnetic energy into physics.  It's not attempting to be included because it has been discounted from the mind as if it isn't there, but yet we are standing on a magnet, living within a field of magnetic energy created from another source (our sun), which is in the grasp of a bigger magnet, which is ultimately in a bigger magnet and on and on.  This whole system is just a big magnet attempting to balance and the actions of all energy exchange should include it.  It can't be included because the magnet itself is unexplained.  This ideal came to my mind when I think about the things we can't see and I include it.  Well, we see a portion of magnetic energy because a portion of it interacts and becomes visible within the band of energy.  This all means we live in a spectrum of the band of energy that encompasses our existence.

Picture it like this.  You are a fish living in water.  The water itself is a magnetic field, but you are oblivious to it because the awareness of it is not there.  Now let's think of the "moth effect".  The moth effect is when you look at the sky and you see a star or galaxy that looks like a star.  The eye and then the mind is drawn to that.  That focus of attention on the stars distracts from the bigger picture. The bigger picture is the black space which in the mind is filled in by ignorance. That ignorance is given to the presence of space as empty and nothing.   What in the universe isn't there when it's there, yet you discount it as not being there?  What logic is in that thinking?  It's there but not understood.  That is more like it.   Well, trying to find the explanation of the misunderstood leads to theories.  At this point, theories to science must be proven or it's stupid.  If you use a more logical approach to establish understanding then you work towards establishing a closer relation to the truth.  Truth is meaning and meaning is understanding. Understanding the meaning is understanding the truth.  The truth is a fact that is true to all of reality or existence.  Everything is true and exists. If it wasn't, then how could it be spoken of.  If the truth is fixed within the imagination of a single individual, then that is still true, but it's meaning and existence of truth is trapped within the confines of the person imagining it.

Here's my example; A person is thinking an Ant is as big as a boulder on a mountain and that boulder is the size of a 2000 square foot home.  The ant has large eyes and is blue in color and can speak English.  That English can be translated into any language, thus the ant speaks any language through the eyes of the person.  This is something of an animation of the truth.  The truth is ants exist.  Eyes exist. Size and shape exists. Blue exists.  Speech exists.  Put all these elements together and you have the imagination of a single person.  This imagination is called creative or create.

This creation is real as it is something that exists within the confines of a person imagination.  This reality is true, but the confinement of its existence is limited to his creation which he did create.  He is a creator of things, but the borders of his creation is limited to his mind and cannot be produced physically to become a reality in the real reality.  The diet of that ant would be human food the size of a mountain and since that would destroy the earth quite quickly were it to reproduce as all creation is doing.  The fact that a person cannot create in reality using the same knowledge of God, is a protection to all existence.  This is true because if a person created something and he did not include the elements of existence that we are oblivious to, then what have you really created in the whole of creation?  This flaw would be destructive to the whole of existence, meaning you would wipe out existence because you didn't put the formula to creation together properly.

If you took the entire mental knowledge of every human in existence, you still would not know everything.  Everything is changing which makes the understanding of that knowledge even less credible.  Understanding this and attempting to go beyond that understanding that we do have is an attempt to understand a greater inclusion of reality.  This is the setup of theories.

Theories is guessing.  There is a fabric of space, but not of time.  Time is finite, and to use it in the equation is useful, but the finite is just an element in-finite.  We are in infinite.  Infinite is real but it is something we do not understand nor can explain.  The finite attempts to explain the birth of the universe.  That is good, but it's all guessing and none of it includes magnetic energy in the equation.  The guessing does include a bending of space from gravitational pull.  There is magnetic energy and I see it as a flowing, moving energy.  Not some static energy.  The flow of the energy is being explained as opposites attract.  That is not true at all, but is an accepted understanding as the proven whole truth by the humans made by humans.  To conclude on that and exclude the growth of understanding into what is next to understand is limiting.  Understanding something useful is what gets us to this point, but the next step of understanding must take its place now.  The love of self prohibits the next level of understanding as self wants to be seen and accepted in existence by all.  We sometimes call that childish, greedy, power hungry and selfish.  

Understand similarities attract, or likes attract.  The greater the likeness the greater the attraction.  An element in itself attracts to itself greater than anything else.  The exchange of energy is a violent exchange of attempting to share space.  This exchange is like a nuclear bomb one millimeter of explosion from your face.  This is not the true scale of things, but just trying to bring things into a perspective that can be understood by the closed part of the human mind.

If you are a particle and you are standing beside another particle and that particle was so different, yet something tried to bond you two together because there was a violent exchange of energy that your whole existence was now changed, can you imagine the force of it?  Now lets put it in another picture.  IF THE PLANET EARTH WAS SMASHED INTO ANOTHER PLANET EARTH WITH BLINDING SPEED AND IT TURNED BOTH PLANETS INTO DUST IN SPACE WHILE YOU WERE ON THIS EARTH WHEN IT HAPPENED, WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN TO YOU?  HA HA HA.. You mean to tell me that it would be like a nuclear bomb?  A nuclear bomb would be like a burp from a baby on the planet earth. The earth didn't even feel it.  On the level of energy exchange the greater the difference the greater the force needed to make that exchange.  The greater the force, the more violent and visible the energy exchange.  This energy exchange happens on levels we can't see.  They are there, but we can't see them.  This means energy exchange occurs on all levels of existence and the spectrum that we see is all we are aware of and all we have to go by. This isn't the answer for the universe.

Now if you a person is different from another person so drastically they won't get along, this is going to cause a greater fight to become understanding towards each other.  This is an example of the same thing described above. The differences are not just on the physical level, but on a level of difference in understanding.  What is understanding coming from? This level of existence is in a body.  A body that is alive but has no brain is a vegetable as we understand.  Where is the soul of that body or a body in a coma?  Is it still in the body?  Very interesting.  Is this my imagination?  Well, attempting to make true all things is an attempt to understand reality.  Even if that reality is the confines of a single persons imagination.  Theories are just that, because they do not include all levels of reality.  The more of reality included then the more true it is to all reality in our reality.  I said our reality because our reality is finite and just a speck of dust of the whole of reality.  We do not have that answer for all of reality and cannot have that answer because it is impossible for us to know it.  There is one that does know all of it.  That is up to you to understand.  This all didn't come from nothing.  

Now it did come from nothing because that is spoken.  How is that a truth. Well the nothing is our unawareness of something.  We are filling in the holes with our "lack of knowledge" I like to call darkness.  This darkness is unawareness of that which is.   Accepting your reality of knowing we are not capable of knowing everything is a great start of understanding we are not God.  This brings into perspective many things.  We did not create anything.  Everything is created though and we use a spectrum of this reality for our benefit and it is useful and appears finite, but that is the whole of things in our existence.  A fish that can live out of water is no longer a fish.  A fish that is different from another fish is different.  A fish that is no longer a fish is still something and cannot be called a fish.  Names are useful, but that's about it. Numbers are useful, but that's about it.  Language is useful, but that's about it.  Meaning is everything and true to all of existence.

There is no time travel because without time or the insignificance of time, then what is there really to travel. There is a place to go and it is back to the beginning.  The beginning is that nothing we are aware of.  The Nothing is not in fact nothing because everything came from something and we are limited to our comprehension or understanding of it.   This truth is not a theory since it is proven on all levels of reality and holds true to everyone and everything.  Everything is not what it is if something is changed or removed.  It is then something else.

This understanding takes the understanding of an open mind.  An open mind takes thought.  Thought is in you and out of you.  There is your imagination and there is the reality outside the borders of your imagination.  The truth is including all of it.  You exist and existence would be nothing without you present.  Nothing to you.  Since you are what formed from what exists, then you are part of the existence.  You must change your existence and that happens on a level outside of your control.  Then there is what you can control.  Everything you do is controlled by what you understand.  What you understand is what you LEARN or SEE of in reality outside of your own existence.  That existence is not limited to your existence but has truth and meaning to all of existence.  The more you love which is an element of existence, the more love you get back in return.  The more you love the greater the bond to that which you love. The greater the bond the greater the likeness.  The greater the likeness the greater the connection to other things that work on levels that you do not understand exists.  Love changes everything.  Resistance to this love is to change things too.

Inward love, or love of self is still love.  There is no such thing as evil.  There is a word to describe inward love.  That love of self is called Evil.  Love yourself more than you love everything else is in fact a love, but of self and creates a place within the confines of yourself. This confinement is HELL.  That hell is the inability to love other than self which comes from the inability and acceptance of everything else that isn't you.  That which isn't you is real as well.  It is real to all of creation and has meaning.  That meaning is here for everyone.  The denial of its presence and denial to bond with and accept reality is an evil living in hell.  That hell is you and your own and it's burning.  It burns because it hurts you and that hurt is on a level that is a fire.  Fire is an exchange of energy on a scale that changes things drastically.  This level of fire is not visible by the human eye.  The burning and destruction (which is really changing, not destruction) is confined within yourself and you can try to control that fire.  To be saved from that fire, burning, or changing, which ever you bond with as an acceptable explanation, is what you should struggle for.  When you are not struggling you are happy and in love outside of yourself.  Some people are burning in their own hell and need help.  It has nothing to do with money or existence on this level of reality that we see outside with our eyes, but they are connected.  This connection is what can't be broken and are inside of reality.  The bond between those two realities is what I would like the human to realize.  There is science, and there is the unknown.  This unknown can be merged to become understood to a greater depth of understanding.  Understanding and accepting things is how you expand knowledge and bond.  That bond goes to a greater existence and that greater existence is all inclusive. It is greater and smaller at the same time.  It goes to nothing which is the realm of what is, but we call nothing.  That nothing exists as nothing to us, but is what we come from.  It is infinite and perfect.  It is not you.  The greater the bond to that existence the greater the bond to reality.  It's beautiful.

I wish you could see it.

You Alone

Think of this. You are on the planet alone. You are the first and only human. You have no language, no understanding of anything and you have a problem. Is there really a problem? There isn't a problem. The problem is you have no understanding. That in itself isn't a problem because if you are an understanding person you would realize it's okay to not understand. It's one thing to not understand, it's another to think you do and direct fault on reality. To blame that which is in reality as a problem is to blame outside yourself. To realize you do not understand is the first step to develop a habit of trying to understand. Who then could or would you blame if you are the only human alive and something is not to your satisfaction in creation? Nothing is doing anything to you. You simply haven't understood the laws of reality. This lack of understanding is not a lack of understanding. Looking at it that way is looking at the darkness of your inner self, which is first to exist and knowledgeable of nothing. That means nothingness can exist. It exists inside you. You are here as part of the world. Does this means you came from nothingness? Now that is impossible. You came from something and that something changed into everything that is now. At least, that's how I see it since I can't see nothing as being existent.

Since we are here and we are made from what exists then we are part of that which exists. If you are not here but everything else is, then there is nothing for you to know. You're not here. If you are here and everything else is gone except you, then there is nothing for you to know. Again, same situation, different roles. In order for everything to be complete, you must be here.

Let's examine that.

World Knowledge

If you took all of the knowledge of everyone in the world and put it into your mind, you still would not know everything. This creation is made from someone who knows everything. The amount of information needed to know everything includes the information we do not even know exists. This amount of knowledge is the ultimate knowledge. Someone has to know everything, and someone does. Otherwise, how else did everything come into being?

I was talking to a man the other day and he pointed out how some believe we are the center of existence. We are on a planet that spins on a center, that circles a center of the solar system, that circles within a galaxy. How are we the center? We do not know where the center is, the beginning is, nor where the end is. Some choose to think so highly of themselves and put themselves as the highest beings of existence. Open the mind to understand that you do not understand everything, but someone does. That someone is not human. Let your mind go free and enjoy your exploration of this reality. It's fun and beautiful.